S.O.S, OR Mayday, Mayday. In the old, old days the telegram was the way to send an S.O.S., that is a call of distress. Next came the Mayday, Mayday it replaced the S.O.S. as the distress call. I tell you this, because I am sending out an S.O.S or Mayday, Mayday of my own today. I am a lonely man, looking for someone to LOVE, someone who is willing to LOVE ME FROM A DISTANCE AT FIRST, MAYBE SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE IT CAN BECOME, AN UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL LOVE. ALL I WANT IS LOVE. I am not wanting to be alone all my life, to live and die alone. If you have not been also for more than two years, then you can't unstand how, someone like me feels. To be alone by yourself and feel lonely is bad, but to be I a room full of people and to feel alone and lonely is far, far, far more heartbreaking. To see others hug and kiss, but not have anyone to hug and kiss you is heartbreaking. To see in real life, movies, and tv show, where people go from not being close, to get really, really close is all heartbreaking. On holidays like Christmas, New Years Eve, Thanksgiving, Valentines day, and Birthdays is even more heartbreaking. ALL I WANT IS SOMEONE TO LOVE ME, WHAT KIND OF A MONSTER MUST I BE,THAT I CAN'T GET IT? WILL SOMEONE, ANYONE PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE LOVE ME!!!!!! I NEED , NO WANT IT SO BAD, I WILL TAKE ANYONE, I WANT A WOMAN, THAT LOOKS AND DRESSES UP AS A WOMAN, BUT I WANT IT SO BAD, IF A MAN DRESSING UP AS A WOMAN AND ACTS LIKE A WOMAN, WAS TO GIVE ME HIS LOVE, I WOULD LOVE HIM, AS MUCH, IF NOT MORE THAN A WOMAN, BECAUSE HE IS GOING MORE, OUT OF HIS WAY TO FIND LOVE, THAN THE WOMAN IS. I don't care who LOVES ME, just as long as the LOVE IS TRUELY GIVEN. GIVEN FOR IT TO BE RETURNED IN KIND. SO SOMEONE, ANYONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!! DON'T TELL ME I NEED HELP, FROM ANY OTHER PLACE OR PERSON. DON'T TELL ME, YOU KNOW, OR NEVER WILL GET TO, because lonely people get only pain from that, and NO GOOD. TO A LONELY PERSON, THAT HEARS YOU SAY THAT, THEY HEAR, YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME, SO DON'T TALK TO ME. I CAN CARE LESS ABOUT YOU, AND YOUR TROUBLES. TO A LONELY PERSON, YOU HAVE JUST BROKEN THEIR HEART A LITTLE MORE, MADE THEM FEEL MORE LONELY, NOT LESS.
I'm deeply sorry, but I can't be this special person for you. I'm already in a strong and long time relationship. Your call for help truly breaks my heart and makes me want to help you, but I can't fulfill your expectations. I'm deeply sorry.
You can still help, by being a good, and unstanding friend!!!!!! And if your saved, and has Gods ear, you can pray for me. Talk to me sometime, I mean write me a line or two sometimes, even if I have not wrote to you, and remind me we are friends. I don't hope anything bad on your relationship you are in, but if it goes bad, promise you will think about me, when you think of getting a new boyfriend.